I’m Gonna Make it Through This Year if it Kills Me
A stream of consciousness monologue
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13 min readNov 21, 2020
So it finally happened. Years of frustration and anger and hope and it happens like this. It doesn’t feel quite like I imagined. I mean, sure I am angry and sad and indignant at the way in which my husband ended a relationship that has lasted nearly two decades. Two decades! But strangely I feel calm inside. Crazy calm…